Wow, its been an age since iv actualy updated this journal, though its mostly due to being busy.... or well >.> <.< thats the excuse im going to use [Kicks L4D's game cover under the desk] .... but it seems iv finaly found the time to sy hello before i dash off to another exciting day of drudgery in my incredle edible office of mine... yaay... wheres my coffee..

What the hell have i been up to? well lets see, in the last, god knows how many months, iv been to thailand, found the woman of my dreams, dragged her to aus and after many hours of interrogation techniques [mostly scrapping and begging >.> <.< ] got her to marry me.. ok to tell you the truth she had me tied to a chair in a cellar denying me sleep until i agreed to the arrangment, but we can all pretend i asked her for appearances sake.

But as i can seemingly have only one love in live, my computer has been having moments of Bi-polar and subsequently committing suicide in the most unhonourable fashion, iv gone through 5 graphics cards, two formats and all to have it die on me again... most likely the power source this time, so my only art work of late has been in Ms paint... at work... during time of no customers, god i love those times.

But anyways, of late iv been working my ass off for petty cash and the sad part is everyone askin me why with the work i do, why dont i find a job doing it... simple responce, how could i use this to find a job, considering most jobs that would even hire me fo this would first require me to pu together a port folio, and as my fav pic says, no matter how specialised, unique or talented, you will always be outnumbered by the mediocre... that and my skill at anatomy is shody at best

But enough about that crap, ife is plodding along inexhorbidly towards some kind of event not sure what it is but i have a high feeling its the closure of my department wich would be utter supidity on behalf of the client but unfortunatly when it comes to good investment idea's i expect mine would come close to being considered a essentric billionaire who would have invested every penny into making rocks that keep away tigers.... but some how in the progress of its creation actualy bring about the opposite result... wich would be kind of cool >.> <.< Stone of Tiger Summoning if i could get my hands on those id mail them to half the client base.. god only knows they need some fured justice.

But it seems im out of time and must alight to catch my ride and be away to the land of chocolate where the heating is on the fritz, so going from a frigid dregress outside to a balls soup degrees in the office, so in all this iv got to say, nice one satan,you sure know how to make the day go quickly... or something like that >.> <.<

PS: All Hail Thai Red bull, Thou art mine new holly of hollies, by kingdom come thy will be done, and Red bull be thy name.